Salam Aidilfitri 2011

it soooo quiet in the office. you even noticed a single clip falls. i still got tonnes of work to do,thus explains why am being obedient in the office still. BUT,not for long i guess. I am not that OBEDIENT yo all. The Raya vibe that's instilling surrounding, has by all means taken it's toll on me. ahaks. oh when nowadays everybody's at the verge of technology for hari raya wishes,i on the other hand still receive kad raya you see... very nice of the thought.

Last but not least,

To all,here's my sincere heartfelt,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

buka puasa

my oh my..it's the last 10 days of Ramadhan already.. to be precise, it's the 24th and 6 days left before Ramadhan bid farewell to the Muslims entire world. So sad, when came to think of it. what have i accomplished? Sobbsss..

Anyhow, speaking of the month, Buka Puasa event is like a must or per say, becoming tradition. Everywhere you see there'll be huge banner promoting their buka puasa at the rate of sometimes nerve-break seeing. Can you just  imagine a person eating a total of 140+ per pax? In a single spread? duhhh, too much and i don't think i could afford the luxurious. Well, exceptional implies if one would be generous enough to pay on the expenses *booo*

Adam and annah enjoying ais krim potong - served in the Residence Hotel buffet line. the buffet spread was heavenly divine that you'd love to come again.hands down on lamb..no,i'm no a fan to lamb but seeing people indulge in it may be mouth watering! The bills taken care by mom. Thanks mom.

and us, the girlfriends during my uni years. we made up for a buka puasa at Lake Club Putrajaya. The food was luscious. We were all stuffed from the serving. Oh and we had goodies for the event cum celebrating the mom-soon-to-be and the bride-to-be :) we talk, we laughed and did reminiscence ..no pulling hairs like those years.haha.girls, cheers for the friendship!

begging for food in most extreme. cannot wait one this boy.

and more - the evergreen everlasting schoolmate. few of us in frame. this time around we had a feast at Umai D' Lake Cafe, Putrajaya. The pancake and ubi kayu rebus are to die and for! I succeeded being single mother coming to the event. My very first attempt and yeayyy,not much of a drama to cater except for a little bit of running and hopping. Mind you, i have never since i gave birth to Adam went outing just the two of us. Thank you to Qilla who had her hands on me. 

and last but not least, to round up the table, buka puasa with the office gang at again Umai D' Lake :p i told ya, the pancake are to die for and worth every penny for a second visit. 

All in all, it's not about the food that we crave for, neither any luxurious place to dine in. Rather the relationships bonding that take place holds the highest virtue. I appreciate it much!

workload

dear workload, 

can i not be friend you? one more, can i have a slightly bigger desk to cater you workload?

alhamdulillah

Oh i have not jot down for quite sometimes! Work has always been the arch of nemesis. Duhh, what else kan? anak pun baru sorang kott :p

A little recap on the little brother - all in a nutshell, i shall praise my highest gratitude to Him - the guidance and the most merciful. Alhamdulillah, the silver lining has made it's way to us. Blessings in continuity. Little brother has now gather back the pieces he left or might had fallen somewhere, becoming the him i longed miss. He's back! Despite having to make a visit once a month to the hospital for the medication & consultation, hello hello to the attending psychiatrist, few more chemo cycles for him to complete, the tablets that needs to go through his throat, rather than that, alhamdulillah! The ordeal he went through was a chocking one i must say. Not easy for him to digest the fact, in the kind of nervous anticipation and all, of but for now alhamdulillah he finally bounce back. Cannot wait to start work some more he claims! He indeed has done amazing feats for betterment. 

Thank you Allah and to the Sunway team who'd had been cooperative and gleaming enough provided the hospitality. 

And to end my short note here, i would very much delighted to make a shout out to my dearest xetxet, congratulations! congratulations! and congratulations! 1.the "two lines", then the Wisma, and last but not least, fourtyfour! yeayy! see, i told u kan, rezeki orang baru kawen :) u take care okay.

Ramadhan Day 4

Salam Ramadhan fellow friends and to all Sisterhood Muslims..

It's day 4 of Ramadhan. Lapse of time has taken on toll. Workload was to dear too company for the past month. Meetings day and night. Hence for the lack of updates. Papers to review upon submission. Too many. I'm picking up the steeps to be back on track.

And adik, just when you were about to see him regaining back from the loss he'd been through, the doc's mere voice proclaiming adik need to be monitored closely and further test procedure need to be conducted, were like a knife struck straight into my heart. i mean like, admitted again? Apparently it seems adik's body did not reacted the way that it must upon the previous medication prescribed hence not much of a progress he made. Ohh why?

Poor adik..It's like pouring salt to an open wound when Doctor Amir, upon hearing the symptoms adik tends to exhibit, i.e odd and bizarre behavior (talking craps few times like i mention in prev post, depression, mourning to himself and some of the time he seem to be in the state of delusion or best said hallucinate), has pretty much encouraged adik to see Psychiatrist. Not to mention the neuro team he were about to meet this morning. So, there goes, the list of test & persons needed in regaining back his composure, the person he once was. Now tell me, how can i be any happier knowing the state he's in?

I know this is the holy month of Ramadhan, a month of ocean-wide blessings. I must adapt and seek continuous dua from Allah without fail. Seeing him in such pain, giving the situation he's in, i got carried away easily and strewn. I am always at the verge to cry. Amidst of all the bitterness, i sincerely hope for a silver lining to shine towards the coming eid.

Thank you for all the prayers friends &  family.

Adam on the other hand, conjuring well to the surroundings given the new skills he developed every now and then. Like counting 1-10 for example. In his very own version. One, Two, silence, pour (4), pie (5), silence again, benn (7), teyyy (8), silence, and Tennnnnnn! Hand clapping eagerly of course praising himself. Argh, he never fail to put a smile on me despite all the miseries. 

Sejadah pun boleh untuk lap tayar kereta *_*