on some therapy

psst, i was doing some little therapy here.. and stumbled upon Club Mod and got my eyes painstakingly on this two:

very simple and i kinda fond for it! can i have both? No, I don't think so. Hubby'll go madness wild! Meaning, i have to make up a for one. which one, the question is? Dena dear, your pick would be? Let me know yah :)

I need to get my things done quick, so that i'm allowed to sneak out at 4pm today! Soon will be leaving for Alor Setar for another wedding! And another long haul journey to embark. North coast tow in a row! 

bile adam nak dapat adik ni?

too adorable she is.

Those are the frequent most favorable Q i foresee nowadays.

No one can answer that question except for us, and boy, is it a tough one. YES.

Some say it's even harder than deciding whether to have a first child — because you're not just talking about having a baby, you're talking about changing a family.

With each new child one have to think about how that baby will affect your lifestyle, FINANCES especially, work, relationships, and, of course, your other kids. And if you listen to the word on the street, growing your family by one means more than double the work for Mom and Dad. There are just so much. Plus, i'm also planning to further studies and i cannot afford juggling assignments and baby both at the same time. Both requires 150% attention. No kidding.

So me and hubs had our pillow talk moment to ourselves regarding this. We talk (deep), brought up all the acquaintances..Adam will turn 3 next year. Hubs said "oh look at him. i see him as a tiny baby still, belum puas lagi bemanja dgn Adam".. i then replied, "sayang, he'll forever be a baby at heart".. and we're 28! *_*

And what i concerned most, once a second child is born, i would feel guilty that i can no longer spend as much time with Adam. Fortunately children receive attention and learn from each other. Will i be able to cope? Can i deliberate my role well? Hmm..

Oh well.. it was only quarter through and we both fell fast asleep. to be continue then..

ps: i want pink *hint* :p

a hoarders

i hardly recall i have this much of drives and...

a drawer loads of  FREE pensssss...i better check profoundly which are for keepsake and which is for the bin :p

My office are now in midst of moving to our new building located in Percint 5 *end of world i call it* near to PICC.. far away from the other ministries and even miles further from Alamanda...(no more luncheon at Alamanda then *cries for TGIF*) and will resume work in the fresh smells of paint *coughing hard at it* next week. Looking forward to the new surrounding thou.

office maze..the boxes all packed ready to transport..

on the birthday!

Happy Birthday to me..yeayyyy!

Another year wiser (not older definately of course!).. so in denial! like mentioned in my fb status, with my wall flooded with all warm messages from friends & family, i was very much blessed! too much that i feel like cryinggggg! yes, you don't need PRADA nor CHANEL to make you feel awesome... it is the value of toughts that came into yourself. and i am one happy lady for that!

Having said with this opportunity, i convey my heartiest birthday wishes to kembar Reen oh her becoming 27. We share the same birth date for except the year were different. she's younger. (is it? :p) we in fact share a loads truck of same interest too! Like, i've been writing this blog in ahe'm, silently. (too shy to be in public) And when she abrupted one fine day about her blog, i went WHAT??? ko pun ada blog? ko suke tiru aku kan? ahahaha.. NO. she started writing first for sure. As a matter of fact, she has even LARGE number of followers tooo..

Being 28 years old (alert:!: the BIG 3-0 is creeping closer), i'm endowed with the most beloved-understanding husband whose always at yin when i'm at all yang. Someone that i can be myself with  and i know he  won't be running away screaming. And now, the naughty-charming-yet-still-adorable little prince has filled the blank. I feel complete. Alhamdulillah. Allah gave a really good year to me and my family. A careeer that wouldn't let me suffer untill the retirement. A family and in laws who offers unconditional love. Thank You Allah.

So, how did i celebrate? Nahh.. no balloons nor party hat. It was rather a cozy family get together. So here's a little sum up on yours truly turning twenty eight.

The Office Gang hosted a Lunch at Secret Recipe, Alamanda.

(they are trying to spoon FATS on me!!!:p)

and my not-so-romantic husband suprisingly turned out to be the MOST romantic one when he brought our little family for a fine dining at Azur, Shang-ri La, Putrajaya. THANK YOU dear husband. I LOVE YOU MORE FOR THIS. the food verdict: a little bit of dissapointment thou. not to our expectations. Look at the serving, i mean. So not fascinated. *grin*

I ordered Risotto something something (too long to be remembered) and the husband satisfied with his seabass & salmon something something tooo. the desert? Oh-my-God! sugar high! what is wrong with the chef? ok, don't complaint. i picked the place anyhow *sigh*

and of course the family dinner significantly for the birthday gurl. Parents together with the in laws. The love. We resided for Putrajaya Lake Club (Mom got to choose since she's billing it!) Fairy God Mother, see, Adam honoured the pairs you gave by not letting it bare naked on the floor!

aherm..see, who said a twenty eight cannot get pressies?! flatered! THANK YOU once again :)

I asked husband, will there be anymore candle light coming up for the celebration? He rolled his eye BIG! okay, i read that as No. Not until 2012.

So, that's a Happy Birthday to me! :)

Girlfriends Get Together

sometimes in life, you find a special friend, someone who changes your life, by being part of it.. friends are those that money can't buy. precious not only in the shades, but in the sunshine of life. and here are those of them, who has complete the pieces that i have in life, fill in colors in the gap between. this get together is to boost the new year coming into our lives,..we part contenting different path, sine the day we left uni,  committed to the nature life, thus barely got time for even single sms. thank god for fb :)

the shrimp heavenly spread, we decided for meet up!

owh yes, tag this young man along too! ayah was 'single' for the noon :p

the love, the sugar and spice. rejoice the friendship at every single slice 

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i heart this one. the genuine smile of all.

thank you for the time ladies. may this friendship continue to grow at every seconds and never serene.

till we meet again :)

welcoming the new year

ok, since this is the first entry of 2011, i would like to wish ya all

happy new year to everyone! may this new journey of life brings out the zest happiness of all time.

thank you for the 365 days of 2010. thank you Allah. it has by any means, brings happiness and eternally grateful. and to myself, a note or two to caramalized till another new year comes :

1. EXTREME LOOSE WEIGHT !!! must must and must! will resume herbalife on utmost regime! must at least shed 10 extra kilos off to be able to catch up the active baby in house:p

2. SAVE MORE instead of SPEND MORE

3. be a dear wife to the beloved hubby (read: less sulky, tolerate much more)

4. must put a+ effort to complete 5x prayers a day! tidak mahu rongak2 lagi :p a little bit  more obedient. well, sometimes i went to sleep forgetting isya, or on other sometimes, my subuh is at 7.15 am :p ignorance? yeah. thus, must aim to be a better muslim as  whole this year! insyaAllah.

5. good mom to the dear adam. will try to make more time for him, indulge himself since he's becoming toddler and i want to be part of his personality building. i would want to incorporate the feelings he has and reacted upon. sociability and vocabulary. additional family members??? erk, maybe not this year :p

a recap of a decade

some people aged gracefully over time.

the 2010 is about to bid goodbye, new beginning after tomorrow. and if may, before the day comes, recapitulate the decade passed would be a good keepsake of my own 

2009- entitled mother! god-given :) i gave birth to the little adam (who's turning one real soon) - after cringing on the labor pain for sometimes-

2008- i got married to beloved ex-bf *cliche-irony* u name it :p

 2007 - was offered permanent job in the government! yeayy! yeayy! saya yang menurut perintah :P

2006 - graduated uni finally! the scroll! 

and of course, year 2000 - completed SPM! embarking the next pace in life :) *opps, no pix*

and what's the new year resolution would be? let's do another entry on it. for now,

To all lovely readers, beloved friends, and heartiest family;

May what you see in the mirror delight you, and what others see in you delight them. May someone love you enough to forgive your faults, be blind to your blemishes, and tell the world about your virtues.