boy oh boy, it's year end eve already! October 2011, bidding farewell eagerly. what have i made coming up this far? not much. pretty not much obviously. the resolution made at the very beginning of the year seems too far still. sombre.
Somehow, this little boy has indeed developed through out the year. By leaps and bounds. I sometimes cry my heart out seeing him becoming a little boy. that i no longer get to address him as a tiny-winny baby like i did. he's all grown up, learning, and changing at astonishing facets. he wakes up in the morning with a huge grin compelling to himself and says "morning amie".. and myself went all emo on that particular 2 words, shedding tears. I seem to find it hard handling emotions especially pertaining to him. Is it what people said 'motherly instinct'? He has now making abilities on constructing simple sentences. For example;
Situation 1: he was seeking for ayah to fix his car and came to me saying "amie, ayah ne?" i replied to him "ayah shower".. he nodded but in awe grimaces..on other circumstance, when he's done with 'business', he'll say "amie,adam yakk cukk..wash amie"
Situation 2: he endlessly point to a bus whenever he sees one. This time around, he'll say "amie, nak na-ik bus" *haha, mommy herself has loooooong ago did not ride on a bus*..likewise the train and aa-yo-pane.. "amie, nak na-ik aa-yo-pane"..
Situation 3: adam got this huge obsession for keys! The car keys respectively. He himself is able to identify which key is ayah's and which is mine. Even owan's & omak's (my mom) all in his mind. One fine morning, he look up to where we safe keep our car keys and notice owan's missing. And so, he came up to me, asking "amie, key owan ne?"..with an instance smile i said, go ask owan..and off he ran for owan asking the same. It happens all the time whenever someone's key dislocated from the place.
Situation 4: "amie, adam amuk (camuk)"..yes, such an honesty that forces mommy extra work-out of the day. every time he mess up his play area, he brave himself taking the plunge. not feeling guilty at all.
Situation 5 : On the dinner table, when he sees the table are all set and ready to be served, he'll go "ayah, akan (makan)..owan akan..cichik akan..annah akan" every one in the house will not be left out. He'll repeat effortless and will only satisfy upon presence.
And more of the list continues. He is making path to even more unexpected exuberance in the coming years and i find myself simply looking forward to every seconds of it. Adam, you never fail to make me burst out in tears, be it happiness at a painstaking point sometimes. :p
my second boyfriend, who now weighs 14kg :)
