of need some enlightenment

ohhh.. i was late this morning! like 9 in the morning late! cannot happen again, must affirm that!

only last night, Adam had this super cranky and end up wailing his lungs out moment..he HAD never before. (except for yahh, back then when he was a tiny baby who cries for hunger), but other than that, NONE. He don't wake up in the wee hour for milk ever since he started solid. He slept safe and sound through out the night. Maybe that was the reason why mommy gained weight easily. wuhuuu

BUT, particularly last night, he woke up at 1 am and started whimsical tears, becoming clingy, and left me puzzled. tummy ache kah, since no temp reading or feverish signs. so, i rubbed on yu-yee, and stroke his back motherly. he stopped for like 5 mins before all the drama started again. both me and hubby when puzzled in the dark. what laa has went wrong ni? people, it aches me seeing him crying without knowing to resume. he seems to be in pain. again, i stroke his back, forehead, snuggle him close to chest and recites fatihah.. and it just all fail miserably..he refuses milk which he never did before..hmmm..so, i keen on letting him sleep close to my chest for the night..the drama went off for 3 episodes okay!!! not just one! am becoming the walking zombie today, who misses her good sleep too much.

in the morning, he woke up pretty okay it seems to me, refuses milk still, throw away his favorite potato bun, toss the cornflakes on to the floor (mess!) and bitter cranky. so, upon sending him to the babysitter, i told kakak fatin's mother bout it, seeking the elderly's opinion they say..

kakak fatin mother responded: ohhh...agaknye nak tumbuh geraham die tu... cucu acik dulu mcm tu la..3 hari x lalu makan, x lalu minum, meragam nanges2... die x demam la tapinye..lepas 3 hari baru acik perasan, kat belakang tu haaa geraham besar die kuar...memang budak tu nanges, meragam, air liur pun meleleh...

me: ohhhhh... yeke.. patut la.. *image of adam salivating last night came into picture* oklah, acik tlg tengok kan adam ye..kalau demam ke ape, acik bgtau lah..

walk away and talking to myself, ok, now i geddit...at least not clearly vague, but a rough one. deep in heart, am praying for nothing serious. because i want my chirpy little boy back..i need that for the weekend! those are therapy, for all i know ever since he make his existence into the world.