bile adam nak dapat adik ni?

too adorable she is.

Those are the frequent most favorable Q i foresee nowadays.

No one can answer that question except for us, and boy, is it a tough one. YES.

Some say it's even harder than deciding whether to have a first child — because you're not just talking about having a baby, you're talking about changing a family.

With each new child one have to think about how that baby will affect your lifestyle, FINANCES especially, work, relationships, and, of course, your other kids. And if you listen to the word on the street, growing your family by one means more than double the work for Mom and Dad. There are just so much. Plus, i'm also planning to further studies and i cannot afford juggling assignments and baby both at the same time. Both requires 150% attention. No kidding.

So me and hubs had our pillow talk moment to ourselves regarding this. We talk (deep), brought up all the acquaintances..Adam will turn 3 next year. Hubs said "oh look at him. i see him as a tiny baby still, belum puas lagi bemanja dgn Adam".. i then replied, "sayang, he'll forever be a baby at heart".. and we're 28! *_*

And what i concerned most, once a second child is born, i would feel guilty that i can no longer spend as much time with Adam. Fortunately children receive attention and learn from each other. Will i be able to cope? Can i deliberate my role well? Hmm..

Oh well.. it was only quarter through and we both fell fast asleep. to be continue then..

ps: i want pink *hint* :p