bmw

anak bujang woke me up 3.30am in the morning..

adam : mommy..mommy.. mana BMW adam? mana mommy? nak BMW..*scrubbing eyes*

so I was searching high and low in the dark for his BMW.. cannot find! got up from the bed, scout under the bed with some sheds of lights from the phone. also cannot find! Gave up, so I woke my husband up. "B, bangun b carik BMW adam. die nak BMW.. "

Husband groaning but his hands are at work, creeping under the duvet for BMW.

Adam waited patiently.

Nah found it! and gave it to him pronto! 

adam : ok.. jom tido mommy. dah jumpe dah BMW adam..

son

Scene almost every morning. I need to get dressed so I switched on the lights so I don't go colour my nose with gloss. And this little man will shield himself like this. Sometimes making groaning sound like in a way he's telling me "mommy lights off please. am sleeping you see" .. And the cars.. He adores cars! Just soo much. Intrestingly he recognises almost all cars on the road. You name it, Audi, BM-Dabeyuu, Mercedez, Wolkswagen, Kia, Honda.. all! You point and he'll name it for you. So he has this wide range of collections at home and bring it to sleep most of the time. So I have pool of cars when I wake up every morning, either it's tucked under my back, or tinggling on my feet. Son..son..

Ireland 2012 - delayed

A little bit of Ireland summary. I have soo many things to share, soo many pictures to be loaded (may take ages to load), soo many feelings  boggling in mind, experiences and recommendations, BUT I have little time to do so. 

Basically we rented a cottage in nearby countryside, a car to mobilize us around north and south. All are properly arranged by dear SIL & BIL. Thank you guys!

So the pictures all summarizes half of the trip if not all. It was a very much needed vacation of the year. Alhamdulillah all went well through our 12 days stays.

bff dena is in the same boat!

yayyyyyyyyyyyy! the shout is out finally! Alhamdulillah. She's breeding the nihon's blood bun inside. I couldn't be any happier for her. We were like 5 weeks apart. *I am now visualizing us baby shopping soon!* 

Dena dear, congratulations once again! 

pregnancy so far

time really went rocket. no more longer flies.. Raya passes, tho still i believe most of us is in much raya mood, munching the leftover ketupat and on the raya cookies. Well I am, no doubt :)

So as of today, my pregnancy has now come to 17 weeks along. Wee. tick tock tick tock.. Will soon carry the title mother of two! Intimidating much? Because honestly it's not an easy task for one to endure. Earlier, with Adam, I experience too little of sickness I can say. As compared to friends on the same boat during the time, I had never once puke when I was carrying Adam and husband must thank me enough for not having any silly cravings out of the moon. It was a smooth sailing journey and explains the weight gain profoundly. Gahh!

However, It's slightly different this time. Entering my 13th weeks, i started having this nausea-feeling like vomiting every morning, every time I wanted to brush my teeth! Absurd I was thinking. It was all fine during the first 12 weeks and suddenly the changes kicking on my nerves. The hormones perhaps. It slowly subside by noon, thank god! I nap everyday without fail during days for one hour plus. I was all drained by 5pm. All I did was lay back and wait patiently for Azan Maghrib. Fatigue! Fasting while being pregnant is no joke. Alhamdulillah tho, I managed myself not missing out fasting. *clap hands* Deliriously I found out myself fancy much for sour & spicy foods (in dire need of cili api when i was in Dublin, no wonder). I lost 3kgs during the last check-up (I'm fasting kan :p). Shall wait for this weekend for my next screening. 

Also, my biggest challenge was the trap winds! Made me feel uneasy through out the day. I somehow found my very own remedy for it. It's 100 PLUS! Omg, it works at that very instance, well for me at least! Husband kept on bugging that I cannot consume it daily, since it's carbonated. Only twice in a week, maybe? But I cheated :p. Felt soooo good having it.

Adam was all nice so far towards the baby in the tummy. Once in a while he'll asked "mommy baby tido ke?".. "mommy, baby dah makan ke?".. hehe.. But one thing I noticed, Adam has become more clingyyyy than ever. Like obviously. Sikit-sikit "mommy jangan tinggal Adam.." haihh.. drama king! So, I guess it's true on what the folks says. Kids can sense when mom's love about to be divided.

Sayang, you'll still be loved equally the same as baby InsyaAllah mommy promise.

Raya 2012

Salam Aidilfitri to all... Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Enjoyable raya much? Well we definitely enjoyed ours stuffing our tummy with mountains of delish servings. Meeting the relatives and being surrounded by loved ones, not thinking of work for once, is a mind serenity. Here i am enjoying the remaining leaves till sunday. Peeps, have a happy raya guys and together we count our blessings bestowed upon.

the little dot in me

a life inside's relying on me..

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah.. So I am now embarking my second trimester, precisely 12 weeks. The husband and I are totally over the moon. EDD will be in January 30th 2013.. Well, with Adam previously, my EDD was January 22nd but little to my concern, he came to see me 3 weeks earlier on December 30th :) So now, i shall wait and see whether adik will or not follow big bother.

The day i found out i'm carrying a little dot in me. 4 weeks ago. I did it twice just confirm i'm not hallucinating. Praise to Allah. I know I couldn't thank you enough.

Will later elaborate further on pregnancy.

July 10th

yes.. today mark 12 years of our companionship. 12 years of tears and laughter, ups and downs.. :) Little did I imagine would've come this far, descending the bitterness and hauling the sweetness of a relationship. It wasn't an easy one for us, somehow it has opened my eyes that for sometimes fairytale do come true.. :) 

Well, Here's the bits and pieces roughly if it's not entirely of the journey I enrolled once upon a time, 12 years ago.. Husband, I love you in my every breath despite all the sulks and making face, I still do madly love you okay :p so please please take care of me even when my wrinkles making it's way..

Cheers for many many more years to come harnessing the future being with you.

pender?

the conversation on our way back home yesterday..


adam : mommy yanti eshok adam nak bakai pender ye. mommy beyi ye. nak ultraman punye mcm daniel (his friend)


me: kenapa adam nak pakai pender? 


adam : kene ya..kakak atin cakap. tak boyeh bakai pampers yaa.. yanti, adam ada pender, mommy ada pender, ayah ada pender..semua shama-shama..


me: *hahaha.. anak bujang you're so grown up..tsskk*

Luxurious

Airbus A380 marks a new milestone in the history of Malaysia Airlines. It carries our nation's pride and heralds the beginning of a new chapter. One that is filled with renewed hope and ambition. An exciting journey is about to begin. 

All pics are google's courtesy. So now let's dream big people.